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Assalammualaikum.

Its about heart.
Heart can be our strongest but sometimes it also can be our weakness. I become alert about heart since I joined a camp called COC. At the camp, there was a sis who had inspired me and advice me about heart. She really lovely. I feel like I want her to teach and membimbing me. But it just a dream. She asked me and the other fellow to take care of our heart, care what had enter our heart. It is because heart is the main organ that control not just our body but its also control our emotion, perception, and the most important is our faith. Rasulullah SAW pernah bersabda, maksudnya ; "Bahawasanya di dalam tubuh badan manusia ada seketul daging. Apabila ia baik, baik pulalah seluruh badan, tetapi apabila ia rosak maka rosak pulalah seluruh badan. Ingatlah ia adalah hati" (Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim). So, do you understand the phrase ? the phrase said that heart is the main for the whole body. If our heart is good, then our heart will be good and vice versa. Ive been practice to control my heart and care what had enter it. At first, its really difficult to handle. But after a non stop try, Ive success lebih kurang 1%. With the 1% tu kan, Ive gain so many nikmat yang tidak terhingga. But, for taking care our of our heart, we need to berterusan. Jangan stop or lalai or else what you has hardly gain, you will loss it dengan mudahnya. Do take this advice cause Ive once loosed it. Ive been so lalai about my heart until I forgot to care what enter and out my heart. On the moment Ive sedar my mistake, I felt like my life is empty, my heart is just fulled with nafsu. Im sad. Im sad because I lalai dan sedar lambat. But I know that its never too late to start it over. Apa yang melalikan aku ? Its is because a man. A peace, noble, cute and handsome man who had make me interested to looked at him. Hahahahahahaha. Sesungguhnya mata itu adalah senjata bahaya yang boleh mencemarkan hati. So now Ive otw to start it over. I am trying to forget about him and pray to Allah "Ya Allah, jika dia adalah jodohku maka kau dekatkanlah kami pada masa yang telah kau tetapkan dan timbulkan lah rasa cinta di dalam diri ini untuknya tetapi jika dia bukan yang ditakdirkan kepadaku maka kau jauhkan lah dirinya daripadaku dan kau hapuskanlah perasaan ku ini". Love. I always think about this thing. How can I married and love a man sedangkan my love dekat Allah and Rasul is not yet 100% ? Hm. Whatever it is, do pray for my success. Amin.