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Assalammualaikum.

Last year, suddenly Ive been drag into brass band for merdeka show. They ask me to be a colour guard girl. At that moment, I dont know why I just follow my senior order without objection. Actually it not an order, but it is an invitation. Alexender Knight Drum Cooperation (AKDC) #kalausistaksalah is the name of brass band that Ive joined. They're under UiTM Sri Iskandar as a club. The leader for this brass band is called Duffy after Radin. My first instructor who teach me steps and rules for colour guard is Radin then followed by Rai and Sir Farish Asnawi. Until now, I just know some basic and some routine for cg. You know what, during traning Ive some bad habit that will annoyed other cg which is ; not sharing my pole with other. Hehehe. Sorry to say but I just dont like to  share my beloved stuff to other. I love to stick with my pole everywhere I go. And I just felt like that I want to seludup my pole to my kolej. Anddddddd I just cant slow motion my step as I too merasai the songs and beat until I lost counting. I should not do that. Sorry guys for troubling and make ya'all annoying with me. So last time I hold, play and hug my pole is during band competition at Shah Alam. My new heavy pole that had been decorated ala ala egypt by Sir Farish is so make me fall in love. But for now, I think that pole will get new master. As AKDC has a new freshie member. I jelly right now cause I have a feeling that I cant join any performance nor competition anymore. I felt like my legacy is gone. I hurt. But right now, I just want to say that I miss my pole, I miss my cg mates, I miss my training time, I miss my beats, I miss Sir, I miss all band mate. Ive to prepare for future. So, dear my lovely Raja, do head up & face your reality. They dont need you anymore. Let the memory stick on you and let your pole go with her new master. Btw, thanks for the memory dear AKDC guys.