Assalammualaikum.
Its about heart.
Heart can be our strongest but sometimes it also can be our weakness. I become alert about heart since I joined a camp called COC. At the camp, there was a sis who had inspired me and advice me about heart. She really lovely. I feel like I want her to teach and membimbing me. But it just a dream. She asked me and the other fellow to take care of our heart, care what had enter our heart. It is because heart is the main organ that control not just our body but its also control our emotion, perception, and the most important is our faith. Rasulullah SAW pernah bersabda, maksudnya ; "Bahawasanya di dalam tubuh badan manusia ada seketul daging. Apabila ia baik, baik pulalah seluruh badan, tetapi apabila ia rosak maka rosak pulalah seluruh badan. Ingatlah ia adalah hati" (Riwayat Bukhari dan Muslim). So, do you understand the phrase ? the phrase said that heart is the main for the whole body. If our heart is good, then our heart will be good and vice versa. Ive been practice to control my heart and care what had enter it. At first, its really difficult to handle. But after a non stop try, Ive success lebih kurang 1%. With the 1% tu kan, Ive gain so many nikmat yang tidak terhingga. But, for taking care our of our heart, we need to berterusan. Jangan stop or lalai or else what you has hardly gain, you will loss it dengan mudahnya. Do take this advice cause Ive once loosed it. Ive been so lalai about my heart until I forgot to care what enter and out my heart. On the moment Ive sedar my mistake, I felt like my life is empty, my heart is just fulled with nafsu. Im sad. Im sad because I lalai dan sedar lambat. But I know that its never too late to start it over. Apa yang melalikan aku ? Its is because a man. A peace, noble, cute and handsome man who had make me interested to looked at him. Hahahahahahaha. Sesungguhnya mata itu adalah senjata bahaya yang boleh mencemarkan hati. So now Ive otw to start it over. I am trying to forget about him and pray to Allah "Ya Allah, jika dia adalah jodohku maka kau dekatkanlah kami pada masa yang telah kau tetapkan dan timbulkan lah rasa cinta di dalam diri ini untuknya tetapi jika dia bukan yang ditakdirkan kepadaku maka kau jauhkan lah dirinya daripadaku dan kau hapuskanlah perasaan ku ini". Love. I always think about this thing. How can I married and love a man sedangkan my love dekat Allah and Rasul is not yet 100% ? Hm. Whatever it is, do pray for my success. Amin.
Tuesday, 23 June 2015
Monday, 22 June 2015
003
Assalammualaikum.
Last year, suddenly Ive been drag into brass band for merdeka show. They ask me to be a colour guard girl. At that moment, I dont know why I just follow my senior order without objection. Actually it not an order, but it is an invitation. Alexender Knight Drum Cooperation (AKDC) #kalausistaksalah is the name of brass band that Ive joined. They're under UiTM Sri Iskandar as a club. The leader for this brass band is called Duffy after Radin. My first instructor who teach me steps and rules for colour guard is Radin then followed by Rai and Sir Farish Asnawi. Until now, I just know some basic and some routine for cg. You know what, during traning Ive some bad habit that will annoyed other cg which is ; not sharing my pole with other. Hehehe. Sorry to say but I just dont like to share my beloved stuff to other. I love to stick with my pole everywhere I go. And I just felt like that I want to seludup my pole to my kolej. Anddddddd I just cant slow motion my step as I too merasai the songs and beat until I lost counting. I should not do that. Sorry guys for troubling and make ya'all annoying with me. So last time I hold, play and hug my pole is during band competition at Shah Alam. My new heavy pole that had been decorated ala ala egypt by Sir Farish is so make me fall in love. But for now, I think that pole will get new master. As AKDC has a new freshie member. I jelly right now cause I have a feeling that I cant join any performance nor competition anymore. I felt like my legacy is gone. I hurt. But right now, I just want to say that I miss my pole, I miss my cg mates, I miss my training time, I miss my beats, I miss Sir, I miss all band mate. Ive to prepare for future. So, dear my lovely Raja, do head up & face your reality. They dont need you anymore. Let the memory stick on you and let your pole go with her new master. Btw, thanks for the memory dear AKDC guys.
Last year, suddenly Ive been drag into brass band for merdeka show. They ask me to be a colour guard girl. At that moment, I dont know why I just follow my senior order without objection. Actually it not an order, but it is an invitation. Alexender Knight Drum Cooperation (AKDC) #kalausistaksalah is the name of brass band that Ive joined. They're under UiTM Sri Iskandar as a club. The leader for this brass band is called Duffy after Radin. My first instructor who teach me steps and rules for colour guard is Radin then followed by Rai and Sir Farish Asnawi. Until now, I just know some basic and some routine for cg. You know what, during traning Ive some bad habit that will annoyed other cg which is ; not sharing my pole with other. Hehehe. Sorry to say but I just dont like to share my beloved stuff to other. I love to stick with my pole everywhere I go. And I just felt like that I want to seludup my pole to my kolej. Anddddddd I just cant slow motion my step as I too merasai the songs and beat until I lost counting. I should not do that. Sorry guys for troubling and make ya'all annoying with me. So last time I hold, play and hug my pole is during band competition at Shah Alam. My new heavy pole that had been decorated ala ala egypt by Sir Farish is so make me fall in love. But for now, I think that pole will get new master. As AKDC has a new freshie member. I jelly right now cause I have a feeling that I cant join any performance nor competition anymore. I felt like my legacy is gone. I hurt. But right now, I just want to say that I miss my pole, I miss my cg mates, I miss my training time, I miss my beats, I miss Sir, I miss all band mate. Ive to prepare for future. So, dear my lovely Raja, do head up & face your reality. They dont need you anymore. Let the memory stick on you and let your pole go with her new master. Btw, thanks for the memory dear AKDC guys.
002
Assalammualaikum.
I want to share something with ya'all.
For this semester in my kolej, Ive been selected for a position in their carta organisasi. The position is really important and almost everyone want this position. Im only lucky to have this big position. Alhamdulilah. Thanks to Allah for giving me this position. I, Raja Nur Hakimah Munirah is currently President of Kolej Alpha. Surprising right ? Haha. Okay that just an intro for this post. Hahaha. So what wrong with this President position ? Okay here it is. Since Ive been a President, people always get dissepointed with me. They always give me dialogue "Yelah, kau kan president mesti busy" or "Kau ni asik busy je. Balik balik meeting" or "Tak apa Raja. Aku tahu kau busy. Kau kan pres" and so on. Bukan nak cakap apa lah tapi that dialogue really merentap hatiku ini. Sentap kot. Terasa. Im sad. Im not the one who apply this position at Borang Permohonan JPK tu. Bukan tak bersyukur. I really thanks to Allah cause give me this oppurtunity untuk merasai perasaan menjadi President. But... Those people... They always decreasing my confident level. I hate it. I hate the feeling. Hahahahahahahahaha. Aku macam nak sound je mereka mereka tu cakap "Kalau aku busy pun kau mati ke ?", "Selama aku jadi pres aku ada ganggu hidup kau ke ?", "Kau tak rasa beban yang aku pikul untuk jawatan ni so do stop judging me". Tolong lah. Aku merayu kepada anda semua. Tolonglah jangan buat aku macam ni. Tolong lah sokong aku. Tegur aku kalau aku ada buat salah. And stop judging me with those 'Ni ke president Alpha ? Macam tak layak je" eyes. President ni bukan tempat untuk jadi popular or gah di mata mahasiswa yang lain. Tapi President ni adalah amanah. Amanah yang diberikan oleh pihak Unit Kolej untuk kemaslahatan student kolej Alpha. Amanah dia besar dan berat. Kalau aku boleh lepaskan jawatan ni kepada orang lain aku dah buat dah. Hal ini demikian kerana, semakin berat amanah tu, nanti di akhirat sana semakin berat kita akan disoal dan disiksa jika kita tidak menjalankan amanah tu dengan sebaik baiknya. Im afraid with god. With azab Allah. Tapi walau macam mana sekalipun, Ive to handle my duty. Amanah dari Allah. Amanah dari orang yang percayakan aku. So abaikan what people say about you. Let them be that way. Diorang tak faham kau. If you fall, not them will help you but Allah. Allah always there by your side. So dont afraid and always pray Allah smooth your urusan. Head up & face it #Pilantakspellingandgrammaraku
I want to share something with ya'all.
For this semester in my kolej, Ive been selected for a position in their carta organisasi. The position is really important and almost everyone want this position. Im only lucky to have this big position. Alhamdulilah. Thanks to Allah for giving me this position. I, Raja Nur Hakimah Munirah is currently President of Kolej Alpha. Surprising right ? Haha. Okay that just an intro for this post. Hahaha. So what wrong with this President position ? Okay here it is. Since Ive been a President, people always get dissepointed with me. They always give me dialogue "Yelah, kau kan president mesti busy" or "Kau ni asik busy je. Balik balik meeting" or "Tak apa Raja. Aku tahu kau busy. Kau kan pres" and so on. Bukan nak cakap apa lah tapi that dialogue really merentap hatiku ini. Sentap kot. Terasa. Im sad. Im not the one who apply this position at Borang Permohonan JPK tu. Bukan tak bersyukur. I really thanks to Allah cause give me this oppurtunity untuk merasai perasaan menjadi President. But... Those people... They always decreasing my confident level. I hate it. I hate the feeling. Hahahahahahahahaha. Aku macam nak sound je mereka mereka tu cakap "Kalau aku busy pun kau mati ke ?", "Selama aku jadi pres aku ada ganggu hidup kau ke ?", "Kau tak rasa beban yang aku pikul untuk jawatan ni so do stop judging me". Tolong lah. Aku merayu kepada anda semua. Tolonglah jangan buat aku macam ni. Tolong lah sokong aku. Tegur aku kalau aku ada buat salah. And stop judging me with those 'Ni ke president Alpha ? Macam tak layak je" eyes. President ni bukan tempat untuk jadi popular or gah di mata mahasiswa yang lain. Tapi President ni adalah amanah. Amanah yang diberikan oleh pihak Unit Kolej untuk kemaslahatan student kolej Alpha. Amanah dia besar dan berat. Kalau aku boleh lepaskan jawatan ni kepada orang lain aku dah buat dah. Hal ini demikian kerana, semakin berat amanah tu, nanti di akhirat sana semakin berat kita akan disoal dan disiksa jika kita tidak menjalankan amanah tu dengan sebaik baiknya. Im afraid with god. With azab Allah. Tapi walau macam mana sekalipun, Ive to handle my duty. Amanah dari Allah. Amanah dari orang yang percayakan aku. So abaikan what people say about you. Let them be that way. Diorang tak faham kau. If you fall, not them will help you but Allah. Allah always there by your side. So dont afraid and always pray Allah smooth your urusan. Head up & face it #Pilantakspellingandgrammaraku
001
Assalammualaikum.
So hello there. This is my first entry for my new creation blog which named "White is a beautiful colour". Why White ? It is because white is my favorite colour and it give me peace. Actually before "White is a beautiful colour", Ive a lovely blog that really have a long period of time that named "Dear Boogie". But Ive deleted it. And now, Ive create new blog for my rubbish entry. Kihkihkih. So let me introduce about myself. My name is Hakimah Munirah. Currently studying at University Teknologi Mara Perak Kampus Tapah. Ive take course statistics there. I am now almost 19 year old. Suddenly involve in colour-guard and skate-ing. really love outdoor activities. Okay I that all for my intro. Good bye.
So hello there. This is my first entry for my new creation blog which named "White is a beautiful colour". Why White ? It is because white is my favorite colour and it give me peace. Actually before "White is a beautiful colour", Ive a lovely blog that really have a long period of time that named "Dear Boogie". But Ive deleted it. And now, Ive create new blog for my rubbish entry. Kihkihkih. So let me introduce about myself. My name is Hakimah Munirah. Currently studying at University Teknologi Mara Perak Kampus Tapah. Ive take course statistics there. I am now almost 19 year old. Suddenly involve in colour-guard and skate-ing. really love outdoor activities. Okay I that all for my intro. Good bye.
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