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Assalammualaikum.

Trust.
Hey ya'all. Are you in pink ? I just done my 3rd test paper for today. Sigh. Stress gila. Kan lah setiap kertas ada je salah jawab. Free free je buang markah. But that my fault. Siapa suruh study last minute kan. Whatever it is, masa tak boleh diundur kecuali dengan izin Allah. Okay now I want to talk little little about trust. Truthly, meanly, currently and so on ly - I cant trust people. I don't like to trust people. I don't want to trust people. I just hate in trusting people. Why ? Because they're the one who shaped me like this - by not trusting people. They waste my trust, they're the one yang menghampakan me. I try to trust people but hm. Harapan, angan-angan, cita-cita dan mimpi je. Semua sama je. Padahal benda senang je pun tak boleh buat ni kan nak bagi benda besar. Macam mana nak trust orang kalau macam tu ? And I don't trust people because I don't trust myself. How can I trust people while I can't trust myself ? My own self ! But yeah. Sometime trust is needed in some situation, relationship, work. So I think I must work harder in trusting people and make people trust me. Trust is like a expensive diamond. Once you break it the shape will decreasing and usually be ugly.

Maybe because of this I hard to get close friend kot.